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Birthday November 7, 1996
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About Me Life’s a pain and it hurts so much, but when you have that gun to your head before you pull the trigger rennet even though it hurts know there’s always a better day tomorrow with that person you know will always have your side. Loves a strange thing but it’s so beautiful when you finially find it.

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LifelessDoll wrote a new blog entry:

Why?!

How can you finally have everything but still feel like your nothing and don’t belong. I’ve been alone for so long that it’s hard for me to be happy without the voices in my head attacking me.
Once you have everything aren’t you suppose to be h...
- November 13, 2018
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- imsoblah Now i know this wont mean much to you but i'll just leave this here. I grew up with nothing. my parents hated me, they convinced me my friends hated me then isolated me from the rest of the world for literal years. i have had terrible terrible things... more
  
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- November 11, 2018
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LifelessDoll commented on XxNoSoulLeftToTakexX's blog entry.

I Think I Love You by Phora ❤️

Roses are red and violets are blue
Why does every love song remind me of you?
Why can’t I make my mind up and decide what to do
I’m trying to write these... more
- November 11, 2018
- LifelessDoll Omg this is sontrue!!
  
  November 11, 2018
  
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LifelessDoll wrote a new blog entry:

What is love?

What is love? I’ve felt broken so long I don’t know how to truely love someone else without the vioces in my head tearing me up from the inside out. I found love in my boyfriends eyes but the pain in my heart in mind are just too much. My arm is sore...
- November 9, 2018
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LifelessDoll commented on Brokenpuppet's blog entry.

Sorrow

Sorrow is such a strong emotion overpowering, it can pin you to the ground by your throat. The funny thing is though I allow it to, it tightens around my like a blanket. It now shelters me from this wretched world, I am no longer the one I used to be.

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- #sad
- ##deep #emo #poem #whyme
- November 9, 2018
- rf9571 and Alexios like this.
- LifelessDoll I may not know you, but I will miss the person that wrote this poem I can feel the pain.
  
  November 9, 2018
  
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- Alexios That i alot like me :/
  
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LifelessDoll Does anyone else find comfort in the feeling of running your finges over the scabs of your scars?
- June 18, 2018
- Nimda Ive never hurt myself in that way but i always saw scares or scabs as a symbol of what someone has gone through.
  
  June 18, 2018
  
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- LifelessDoll Eveytim I do I cant help but run my fingers over the scabs and it calms me down.Silly right?
  
  June 18, 2018
- Nimda Well certain feelings of touch, sight or sound can calm someone down. As silly as it sounds or looks it's a good thing because at least it's a way to get that negative feeling out of your system c:
  
  June 18, 2018
  
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- LifelessDoll Yea thxz for understanding
  
  June 18, 2018
  
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LifelessDoll I brake everything I touch. I ruin everything whenever I open my mouth. I tear families apart.
I AM WORTHLESS
- June 17, 2018
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- LifelessDoll I wish that was the truth in this sitiuwation. But I've been screwing up evryones life since 1996 and I dont knlw how to stop.
  
  June 17, 2018
- CaptNecrophiliac dont blame yourself
  
  June 17, 2018
- LifelessDoll Why not? Isn't that what I'm suppost to do?
  If everyones already blaiming me, then why shouldn't I blaim myself to.
  
  June 17, 2018
- CaptNecrophiliac you can always message me if you need someone to vent to ill listen
  
  June 17, 2018
  
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- Nimda You shouldn't blame yourself if you knew it was the right thing to do but then again I can see why you would want to blame yourself. I don't know the situation your in but all I can say is the outcome won't always come out the way you expect or think it... more
  
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LifelessDoll I dont think I'll ever be good enough
- April 26, 2018
- Deleted Member Youre always even better then good enough.
  
  April 27, 2018
LifelessDoll I was out all day today but one of the storesI went to is a vintage store and they had a my chemical romance black parade adition Record I wanted it so bad. Lol
- February 17, 2018
- kyledactyl that album is good on vynil, they had it on hottopic.com for a while
  
  February 17, 2018
  
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LifelessDoll commented on xxmybrokenangelxx's blog entry.

Entry 2 - Marcella

"If you could stay here for just A little bit, a little while, a little bit with me And if God could keep you with me I'd trade just about anything." - Blessthefall, Higinia

Hey there. I've been experiencing something sort of weird for the past.....
- #dreams
- #religion
- #spirits
- #ghosts
- #interpretation
- #family
- February 16, 2018
- Poch and LifelessDoll like this.
- LifelessDoll Dreams are messages that dont always make since but there there. I've had the same dream 3 nights in a row and Im not sure what it means but I know it means something.
  
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Entry 2 - Marcella

"If you could stay here for just A little bit, a little while, a little bit with me And if God could keep you with me I'd trade just about anything." - Blessthefall, Higinia

Hey there. I've been experiencing something sort of weird for the past.....
- #dreams
- #religion
- #spirits
- #ghosts
- #interpretation
- #family
- February 16, 2018
- Poch and LifelessDoll like this.
- LifelessDoll Dreams are messages that dont always make since but there there. I've had the same dream 3 nights in a row and Im not sure what it means but I know it means something.
  
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LifelessDoll commented on Poch's blog entry.

'bout me - lazy addition

Name : Lyrah Jones
Nick Name : Jonesy / Poch
Birthdate : May/10/99
Birthplace : Complicated... more
- #journal
- February 16, 2018
- suttonbuttons and LifelessDoll like this.
- plague Name : Damian I. Suchkovi
  Nick Name : lil boozy
  Birthdate : Dec/15/98
  Birthplace : Ukraine,... more
  
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- LifelessDoll Name : Angel
  
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LifelessDoll liked Poch's blog entry.

'bout me - lazy addition

Name : Lyrah Jones
Nick Name : Jonesy / Poch
Birthdate : May/10/99
Birthplace : Complicated... more
- #journal
- February 16, 2018
- suttonbuttons and LifelessDoll like this.
- plague Name : Damian I. Suchkovi
  Nick Name : lil boozy
  Birthdate : Dec/15/98
  Birthplace : Ukraine,... more
  
  February 15, 2018
  
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- LifelessDoll Name : Angel
  
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LifelessDoll Didnt post adream entry this morning cause itwas the same dreams as the las two nights, sorry guys.
- February 15, 2018
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- February 15, 2018
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Life Lessons

Posted Mar 16

I've been away from ya'll for far too long! I'm finally started to see life for what it needs to be , not what we WANT it to be. The hard truth is we don't need anyone in our lives we only really "want" others in our life. WANT and NEED are two very ...
What do I have to do?

Posted November 18, 2018

What do I have to do to be good enough in my mother’s eyes? I try and try and nothing ever seems to work and fit in a lace all I ever seem to be able to do is screw things up and show her how much of a disappointment I really am to her and this family. I’m never...
Why?!

Posted November 13, 2018

How can you finally have everything but still feel like your nothing and don’t belong. I’ve been alone for so long that it’s hard for me to be happy without the voices in my head attacking me. Once you have everything aren’t you suppose to be happy and stop f...
What is love?

Posted November 9, 2018

What is love? I’ve felt broken so long I don’t know how to truely love someone else without the vioces in my head tearing me up from the inside out. I found love in my boyfriends eyes but the pain in my heart in mind are just too much. My arm is sore my eyes are ti...
Dream Entry # 2

Posted February 14, 2018

Dream: I'm laying lifess in a pool of my own blood my skin looks paler then it ever has its almost shining next to my crimson blood. (Thats not what breaks me though. ) Holding me close in her arms is a beautiful girl\women she looks my age maybe a year younger. Shes...

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