Posted November 18, 2018
What do I have to do to be good enough in my mother’s eyes? I try and try and nothing ever seems to work and fit in a lace all I ever seem to be able to do is screw things up and show her how much of a disappointment I really am to her and this family. I’m never...
Posted November 13, 2018
How can you finally have everything but still feel like your nothing and don’t belong. I’ve been alone for so long that it’s hard for me to be happy without the voices in my head attacking me. Once you have everything aren’t you suppose to be happy and stop f...
Posted November 9, 2018
What is love? I’ve felt broken so long I don’t know how to truely love someone else without the vioces in my head tearing me up from the inside out. I found love in my boyfriends eyes but the pain in my heart in mind are just too much. My arm is sore my eyes are ti...
Posted February 14, 2018
Dream: I'm laying lifess in a pool of my own blood my skin looks paler then it ever has its almost shining next to my crimson blood. (Thats not what breaks me though. ) Holding me close in her arms is a beautiful girl\women she looks my age maybe a year younger. Shes...
Posted February 12, 2018
I m floating in water with a black sky above me. Theres no stars or moon to like my way only dark above and only a water black depth below. I float for what seem like forever before I decide to take a dive. As soon as my head goes under I reamerge on a street soaked in ...