Jocelyn Flores by XXXTentacion

  • I know you so well, so well
    I mean, I can do anything that he can
    I've been pretty
    I know you're somewhere, somewhere
    I've been trapped in my mind girl, just holding on
    I don't wanna pretend there's something, we're nothing
    I've been stuck thinking 'bout her, I can't hold back
    I'm in pain, wanna put ten shots in my brain
    I've been tripping 'bout some things, can't change
    Suicidal, same time I'm tame
    Picture this, in bed, get a phone call
    Girl that you fucked with killed herself
    That was this summer and nobody helped
    And ever since then, man, I hate myself
    Wanna fucking end it
    Pessimistic
    All wanna see me with no pot to piss in
    But niggas been excited 'bout the grave I'm digging
    Having conversations about my haste decisions
    Fucking sickening
    At the same time, memory surfaced through the grapevine
    'Bout my uncle playing with a slipknot
    Post traumatic stress got me fucked up
    Been fucked up since a couple months they had a nigga locked up
    I be feeling pain, I be feeling pain just to hold on
    And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
    I be feeling pain, I be feeling pain just to hold on
    And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
    I know you so well, I know you well
    I mean, I can do anything that he can
    I've been pretty