So weak

  • She said she cheated 'cause she's tryna get ahead
    The more I read it, yeah, the more I take offense
    I'm so defeated, I can't get outside my head
    I post a picture of myself 'cause I'm lonely
    Everyone knows what I look like
    Not even one of them knows me
    I'm so defeated I just want this shit to end...

    So I walk into the club like, everybody hates me
    I'm talkin' to myself, shit, now they think I'm crazy
    But I keep asking myself which is worse the pressure crushing my chest or how cold and numb it is when just the dark has been their for you longer than anyone...

    I'm a product of the internet
    And now I'm face to face with all the voices in my head
    I can't even check the time without facing regret
    Why do I still have to mean everything I ever said
    And I'm not trying to be like "poor me, " I made it this far...