I FUCKING LOVE video games and I pay everything from Kingdom Hearts, to Halo, and even Haze. I love any video game with a rush. I like to tone down sometimes and play some Kirby and old school Mario Bros. Sims is like crack for me, it's ten times worse than Myspace... ((see I'm not so dark and emo after all...I could be happy and nice...so FUCK OFF!!)
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You fell away,
What more can I say?
The feelings evolved,
I won't let it out,
I can't replace...
Your screaming face,
Feeling the sickness inside

Why won't you die?
Your blood in mine
We'll be fine
Then your body will be mine

So many words
Can't describe my face
This feeling's evolved
So soon to break out
I can't relate
to a happy state
feeling the blood run inside

Why won't you die?
Your blood in mine
We'll be fine
Then your body will be mine

Why is everything so fucking hard for me?
Keep me down to what you think I should be!
Must you tempt me and provoke the ministry?

Keep on trying I'll not die so easily

I will not die

Why is everything so fucking hard for me?

I will not die

Why is everything so fucking hard for me?

I will not die

Why won't you die?
Your blood is mine.
We'll be fine.
Then your body will be mine (x 2)

Her are a few of my stories dedicated to my lovely Lion!!
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I shut the last bedroom light off and crawled into my bed, the smell of her prefume came to me and then I felt a strange weight on me, I reached up to put a hand on my chest but I felt something else...someone else...
It was her again, my gothic, vampyric princess. She looked up at me, her face white as snow and her dark eyes glowing with some kind of strange hellish light, she was still perfect.
She scraped her fangs gentally over my neck which caused me to inhale sharply and sent a jolt through my body but she kissed it away and whispered a long forgotten song. With every soft whisper of the verse she sang, the room became colder and colder, I felt my insides freeze as i slowly in haled and exhaled. She ran her cold hands up my chest and and cupped the side of my face and kissed me softly.
I ran my hand over her chest, and I felt something I never felt before...her heart was beating. It was a soft, slow, almost forced...
She pushed my hand away and kissed me more deeply, the light came on and her kiss faded and she was gone, my mother was standing in the doorway.
"She is here...isn't she..." my mother whispered with a deep hurt in her eyes.
"No mom, she never exsisted...she was never real..."
My mother sighed and turned off the light and closed the door, she was back again sitting on my bed...
I was right she never exsisted here...in the world of the light...the only esisted in the dark of my bedroom...

Fake people.
People who are attention whores.
I hate annoying people and people who think they are better than eveyonr else...
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Moon hangs around
A blade over my head
Reminds me what to do before I'm dead
Night consumes light
And all I dread
Reminds me what to do before I'm dead

The sun reclines
Eats my mind
Reminds me what to leave behind
Light eats night
And all I never said
Reminds me what to do before I'm...

To see you
To touch you
To see you
To touch you

Epochs fly, reminds me
What I hide, reminds me
The desert skies
Cracks the spies
Reminds me what I never tried
The ocean wide salted red
Reminds me what to do before I'm...

To see you
To touch you
To feel you
To tell you

The sun reclines - remind me
The desert skies - remind me
The ocean wide salted red
Reminds me what to do before I'm...

love to draw and write. I am a book worm too. I think music is what drives the world and has no negitive effect on anyone. I love the night and to prowl around.
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Walking
Waiting
Alone without a care
Hoping
And hating
Things that I can't bear

Did you think it's cool
To walk right up
To take my life
And fuck it up
Well did you?
Well did you?

I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise(surprise)
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside

Walking, Waiting
Alone without a care
Hoping
And hating
Things that I can't bear

Did you think it's cool
To walk right up
To take my life
And fuck it up
Well did you?

I hate you!

I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise
And touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside

I've slept so long without you
It's tearing me apart too
How'd it get this far
Playing games with this old heart
I've killed a million petty souls
But I couldn't kill you

I've slept so long without you

I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside

I love a lot of gothic sounding music, soft yet heavy with that slow sexy beat to it. I love death metal, Cannible Corps are my all time favorite death metal band in the world. I like semi-acustic music too, I just recently found out about Jonathan Davis and the SFA tour and going to see it soon. Speaking of Jonathan Davis, I love Korn! I have been listening it since birth. Marilyn Manson, Seether, StoneSour, Pantara, God Smack, Shadows Fall, Tool, Metallica, Ozzy, Slipknot, Amy Lee, Rage Against The Machine, 3 Days Grace, Five Finger Death Punch, Trivium, Atrayue, HELL YEAH, Celtic Frost, Greatful Dead, Arch Enemy, PoisinBlack, Behemoth, God Frobid, In This Moment, Dream Evil, Strappin Young Lad, Exodus, Brian "Head" Welch Dir En Grey, Disturb, Korn, The Korn Krew, The Gorillaz, FlyLeaf, Mushaggua, Mary MagDalan, Stever, Defaze, NickBlack...
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Strapped down and heavy
Tied up and bound
This weight I carry
This weight I've found
So Let .Me be the one to say
I've really had enough

Downfallen on (or maybe down, falling?)
(Yes, you meant the world to me)
My sweet love
So headstrong
Strong

Watch me fall

One time too many
You let me down
Won't think what could be
Can't feel much now

Downfallen on
(Yes you meant the world to me)
My sweet love
So headstrong
(Are you?) this is whispered and hard to pick up
Strong

Watch me
Change this world inside of you
Change this world inside of you

Does it really mean that much to you?
To hide your fear, to test the way I feel?
To test the way I feel
To test the way I feel
To test the way I feel

Watch me crawl
Watch me break
Watch me crawl
Watch me throw it all away.

Downfallen on
Yes you meant the world to me
My sweet love
So headstrong
Strong

I can't believe the things you say
So wrongful how I feel this way
I'm sleeping to relieve this strain.
So calmly, slowly, softly
Just Let it all just drift away
Let it all just drift away

Salo is a good movie. Hostle made me cringe but the ending of Hostle 2 was funny...no HILARIOUS!! All the SAW movies made me Laugh my ass off!
I love a good laugh now and then too, besides in my sick twisted humor, life isn't always dark. I thought the "Seeing Other People" was a funny ass movie! I loved "Superbad" ((McLovin)).
The "Simpson's Movie" I almost died Laughing.... RoseMary's Baby was TRIPPY!! American Psycho WAS FUCKING HILARIOUS!!!

I really don't watch television...
I like Invader Zim but I buy them on DVD cuz I hate commercials...
And I watch any program on Fuse, and some times a movie or two they show...

My friends Jasmine, Jade, Jenny, JD, Noodlez, DeeDaBee, Cassy and Bree, Shelbi, Brian, Meiranda, Rebecka (R.I.P.), Mike, Cassandra also my lovely boyfriend Mark (joker)... Also the artist, weather it be music or art, for inspiring me and filling my head up with many cool ideas. Thank you. Also the people who kept me alive at the psych ward and stopped me from going insane. My little Brothers and my little sis, also my older brother. They were the reasons...I wanted to stay sane...
Also most of the bands I listen to, cuz if it wasn't for them I would have killed myself, and they fule my insperation.
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The hunger inside given to me, makes me what I am
Always it is calling me, for the blood of man
They say I cannot be this, I am jaded, hiding from the day.
I can't bare, I cannot tame the hunger in me

Oh, I say I did it always searching, you can't fuck with fate.
So instead you'll taste my pain.
The hunger inside given to me, makes me feel alive.
Always out stalking prey, in the dark I hide.
Feeling, falling, hating, feel like I am fading, hating life.

They say I cannot be this, I am jaded, hiding from the day.
I can't bare, I cannot tame the hunger in me...
Oh, I say I did it always searching, you can't fuck with fate.
So instead you'll taste my pain.

You say your life I'm taking, always bothering me, I can't take this anymore, I'm failing, always smothering me

You look down on me, hey what you see, take this gift from me, you will soon feed from me.

Nothing seems exciting, always the same hiding

It's haunting me. It's haunting me. It's haunting me. It's haunting me.

It's haunting me...

have always been an Anne Rice fan but when I heard Queen of the Damned was becoming a movie I jumped on it. I loved the movie but what really made it was the music...I am a big fan of Anne Rice and Stephen King. I like the book that Head wrote, "Save Me From Myself" It was really insperational.
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We kiss
The Stars
We writhe
We are

Your name
Desire
Your flesh
We are

Cold
We're so cold
We are so
Cold
We're so cold

Your mouth
This words
Silence
It turns
Humming
We laugh
My head
Falls back

Cold
We're so cold
We are so
Cold
We're so cold

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My name is Crimson Lisa Davis. I am 15 years old and very quiet yet open person (if that even makes sense). I am a very dark yet loving person, I have a sick sense of humor. I am intersted in death ad working in morgue soon. I am not emo, just to clear that up, because emo people are just attention whores and people who pity themselves. So all and all, EMO PEOPLE SUCK ASS. And I wish they had the balls to kill themselves so we don't have to hear them bitch.
I am very insecure about myself and I hate when people look at me and call me beautiful, I know they are lying and they are piting me. I HATE TO BE PITIED. And as you can tell I am a wee bit dark. I can be happy and very care free, but its hard to but I do still enjoy what I have left of my childhood.
I am a vampire. I was not born or raised that way, I was made. I do walk around in they day, I sleep in a normal bed, and I go to school. I have drank someone elses blood, and enjoyed it. I don't do it all the time, it was one time deal, I am afraid I'll get a life threatening sickness. I do enjoy life but I like being alone most of the time. I am single and I'm looking for someone to roam the dark streets with me on cool summer nights.
I don't bite...
:)
I sleep most of the day in the summer and go out at night to hang out with friends and chill out on the beach. I love moon lit nights and I love thunder storms, I like the feeling of the air, before and after it passes over. School sucks and who ever invented the concepts of getting kids to go, I hope they are burning in hell...
I dress up like a "goth", so my clothes are sometimes revealing but I make sure nothing bad isn't exposed. I think the worst I show is my clevage (AND A LOT OF IT...lol...) and people are gonna have to get over that. My boobs are there and I can't get rid of them. So if your boyfriend looks, thats your problem. I'm not doing it on purpose.
I love going to concerts and thats what I mostly do most of my life. I go to the Family Values Tour every year it comes around and a bunch of other countless tours. I love music and music is what my life runs on!
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I've watched you change
Into a fly
I looked away
You were on fire
I watched a change
In you
It's like you never
Had wings
Now you feel
So Alive
I've watched you change
I took you home
Set you on the glass
I pulled off your wings
Then I laughed
I watched a change
In you
It's like you never
Had wings
Now you feel
So alive
I've watched you change
It's like you never
Had wings ahhh ahh ahhh
I look at the cross
Then I look away
Give you the gun
Blow me away
I've watched a change
In you
It's like you never
Had wings
Now you feel
So Alive
I've watched you change.
Now you feel Alive
You Feel Alive
I've watched you change
It's like you never
Had wings ahhh ahh ahhh

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